“A dog has no use for fancy cars, big homes, or designer clothes. A water log stick will do just fine. A dog doesn’t care if you’re rich or poor, clever or dull, smart or dumb. Give him your heart and he’ll give you his. How many people can you say that about? How many people can make you feel rare and pure and special? How many people can make you feel extraordinary? ”

“A dog has no use for fancy cars, big homes, or designer clothes. A water log stick will do just fine. A dog doesn’t care if you’re rich or poor, clever or dull, smart or dumb. Give him your heart and he’ll give you his. How many people can you say that about? How many people can make you feel rare and pure and special? How many people can make you feel extraordinary? ”

(via iamlyndsey)

I like to keep it tight and perky :o)

Love me or not.

You could love me or not But either way I’ve got to Wake up to face another day tomorrow morning You could love me or not But either way I’ve got the sunrise looking in my eyes And i know i could love you or not But either way you’ve got to Wake up to face another day tomorrow morning

I’m not getting used to my new solitude I’ve still got a photo in my wallet of you I’ve got to stop my self From picking up the phone and just calling you I’ve got to keep my emotions together and forever So don’t be afraid I can’t erase memories with the actions i seize And I can not erase your smiles and your eyes With your hair in the breeze And the only way for me to move on Is to write it in a song that life goes on And I’m kicked off this earth With no one to hold its getting cold and my chest hurts You could love me or not… What will the world bring?

You’ve got to be strong Your story goes on and on Even though our page is gone Cos theirs a world out there And even though it aint fair You’ve got to not be scared cos i swear I’ll always be true to you Forgetting your smiles and eyes i could never do Your love is skin deep with me You could never be replaced Even though you know my heart is free Don’t be afraid….

i’m torn…

I don’t know what to do.

what decisions to make.

how things will be.

whats the right things to do.

I know what i want.

but its not all up to me..

I need to figure it all out soon….

Boyce Avenue’s cover of Without You Here

I really want to get my acoustic soon, maybe i’ll get one at christmas? =)

My car..

…Is a bit fucked up :/ it’s making weird noises, weird smells, it’s struggling to pick up any speed, I think it’s a bit fucked up. And i’m fecking ages away from the flat!!!! :/

Ah well.. I’ll give it a few more mins then I’ll try it again, see how far I get :/ aha nothing like a bit of risk with a dodgy car on icy roads with funny noises and smells! Let’s see if I make it back ok :p it’ll be a miracle if I do :p if not.. No loss :)

ok.. so..

this might be the hardest thing i’ve ever had to do…
..i don’t know if i’ll even be able to.

sooner would be better.

pixielix:

acomplicatedkindness:

this is cute and makes me hate the world a little bit less ;)

This reminds me of the song ‘You picked me’ by A Fine Frenzy:
Like an apple on a tree Hiding out behind the leavesI was difficult to reachBut you picked me:)


I’m a climber… I climbed to the top.. But I’m not a good guy worth waiting for..

pixielix:

acomplicatedkindness:

this is cute and makes me hate the world a little bit less ;)

This reminds me of the song ‘You picked me’ by A Fine Frenzy:

Like an apple on a tree
Hiding out behind the leaves
I was difficult to reach
But you picked me

:)

I’m a climber… I climbed to the top.. But I’m not a good guy worth waiting for..

(via iamlyndsey)

The new year…

.. I think come the new year I have two options that I have to decide between..

1) I try to get funding/loans etc to get started…

2) I get working harder/selling things and move away…

It’s going to be a hard decision to make… But.. I dunno.. I guess I just need to know if I’ve got something to be here for…

So…

..i’ve barely slept, I managed to get all the way down to where I park my car for work, and it started again, sick everywhere :/ stomach cramps, violent sickness. Not good…

I’m feeling really fed up of this… Reeeeally fed up… I just want this problem to go away, I want to get back to work, I just want to be better..

I feel like crap :/ and I’m so sore :/

Love me or not….

You could love me or not
But either way I’ve got to
Wake up to face another day tomorrow morning
You could love me or not
But either way I’ve got the sunrise looking in my eyes
And i know i could love you or not
But either way you’ve got to
Wake up to face another day tomorrow morning

I’m not getting used to my new solitude
I’ve still got a photo in my wallet of you
I’ve got to stop my self
From picking up the phone and just calling you
I’ve got to keep my emotions together and forever
So don’t be afraid
I can’t erase memories with the actions i seize
And I can not erase your smiles and your eyes
With your hair in the breeze
And the only way for me to move on
Is to write it in a song that life goes on
And I’m kicked off this earth
With no one to hold its getting cold and my chest hurts
You could love me or not…
What will the world bring?

You’ve got to be strong
Your story goes on and on
Even though our page is gone
Cos theirs a world out there
And even though it aint fair
You’ve got to not be scared cos i swear
I’ll always be true to you
Forgetting your smiles and eyes i could never do
Your love is skin deep with me
You could never be replaced
Even though you know my heart is free
Don’t be afraid….

Dub Fx =)

It..

..disgusts me how people can think that’s ok.

I’m…

Definitely giving up on tumblr and going back to wordpress.

I..

..just don’t want to be here anymore.

I can’t deal with this.

I’m going to stop using tumblr for a while.. Going back to my old blog. Cba…

Theres…

…a huge part of me that wishes I’d just gave in and took it… Not fought back. Seen what happened….

That’s how i feel. I feel like giving up completely…. :(